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#1
We probably talked about it by PM but I forget, what are you waiting for, before catching the bus?

I'm just trying to get set up properly. I need to go through my list of supplies and bring everything down to the campsite that I'm going to need. Then I need to spend like a day out there and confirm that everything is set up properly to enable me to be comfortable out there. That's pretty much it.
 

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I'm not in any hurry because my life isn't exactly unbearable; I don't have any severe pain or crippling debt, so I'll probably take a few months at least. I was staring at my wardrobe bar thing yesterday, though, and felt a moderately strong pull to just kill myself on it. It's liberating, but I don't want to go out without sorting some stuff out and trying a few new things.

The thing is, though, is that I don't know if those things will stop me from killing myself. I have identified that one needs to be at rock bottom to commit suicide, so is it really wise to elevate my happiness by such a marginal amount, but enough to stop me dying?