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    What do you do when you feel suicidal?

    I admire your initiative, although I would miss you.
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    What do you do when you feel suicidal?

    I spend a lot of time playing video games.
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    I was thinking about my future interactions with the cops and shrinks

    Last time didn't go too well. My mom had the cops haul me off to the hospital yesterday for a suicide evaluation So, what about next time? Well, it's now been established that they're not going to accept any arguments for why suicide is okay, so that means there's even less point than ever in...
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    I'm so tired of the argument, "What about your family"

    Yeah, but if you bring that up, they'll say, "You have grandiose delusions; you're just a nobody."
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    I'm so tired of the argument, "What about your family"

    I guess we can always fall back on, "I'm old enough to choose for myself what I want to do." Or, "I have no further contributions to make."
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    I'm so tired of the argument, "What about your family"

    A lot of times, the reason family calls the cops is that either (1) they're selfish or (2) they don't want you to die on their watch.
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    So, Register, what's keeping you around

    We probably talked about it by PM but I forget, what are you waiting for, before catching the bus? I'm just trying to get set up properly. I need to go through my list of supplies and bring everything down to the campsite that I'm going to need. Then I need to spend like a day out there and...
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    My fight against the ticks

    What I'm gonna have to do, is get a big tarp and sit on that, and put some goo, or maybe some double-sided carpet tape, all around me, so that if the ticks try to approach, they'll get stuck in it. So basically I'll be the bait.
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    What's up, StaxRip

    It's just you and me and a few others around here, to build up a suicide community. I feel bad because I've been bothering my non-suicidal buddy mkdir with all my suicidal thoughts, when it would be better to keep those within the community. It would be like if you had a religious person who...
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    Maybe the reason for the spring suicide peak

    Is that people start wanting to kill themselves in the winter, but it takes them till spring to figure out how.
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    Good news I just bought 10 bags of drainage rock

    I used up my drainage rock, so now I gotta get more. I expect to buy 10 more bags of that on Monday, and then go out to the field that same day with some pruning shears, hedge shears, loppers, and a sickle. Maybe I should've gotten a machete, too, but oh well.
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    What do you think of Admiral Boorda's suicide?

    Justified? Jeremy Michael Boorda - Wikipedia
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    I feel so lazy today

    I should be going to the hardware store to buy a bow rake, so I can start clearing some trails in the woods for when I'm bringing a bunch of drainage rock and other supplies to and from my suicide location, and also so I can clear basically a 20' x 20' square of land for my campsite. Well, I'm...
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    It does kinda make sense to have a suicide buddy

    The logistics would probably be a lot easier. On the other hand, you wouldn't have solitude, which might kinda suck.
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    Good news I just bought 10 bags of drainage rock

    Bought 8 more bags of drainage rock, and also two bags of all-purpose sand. https://www.lowes.com/pd/garden-pro-40-lbs-all-purpose-sand/3724242
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    Good news I just bought 10 bags of drainage rock

    Okay, so each bag provides coverage over 3 square feet, to a depth of two inches. What I need are: ( 20 x 2 x 3 ) + ( 12 x 2 x 3 ) square feet = 120 + 72 square feet = 192 square feet That's 64 bags, or 32 cubic feet.
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    West End Girls

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    What is preventing you from doing it?

    I think a lot of people are going to end up offing themselves after their parents die.
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    So I'm planning several lines of defense against ticks

    3-foot outer perimeter hacked down with a sickle 3-foot inner perimeter of drainage rocks Tarp with carpet tape and/or Tanglefoot Tent